After college, I tried to reclaim one of my fave activities which is writing. I ended up with a crumpled paper and a headache.
I am in a miserable position when I am required to express thoughts into print in vain. Subjectively, I start with something decent and eventually screwing up when capping off some missives.
I wonder what was wrong with me, though I only wanted to let this big fist sinking further into the depths of my heart and brain out of my system. I tried to gain enough inspiration to write something (tho I want to write a story) but the plan backfired, ending up with me imagining.
Well anyways, I just have to learn to deal with writing essays for my application. May the deities of creative and technical writing aid me in dire circumstances.